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10月10日

***LOSING GRIP***

 

Are you aware of what you make me feel, baby
Right now I feel invisible to you, like I'm not real
Didn't you feel me lock my arms around you
Why'd you turn away?
Here's what I have to say
I was left to cry there, waiting outside there
Burning with a lost stare
That's when I decided


Why should I care
'Cuz you weren't there when I was scared
I was so alone
You, you need to listen
I'm starting to trip, I'm losing my grip
And I'm in this thing alone

 

Am I just some chick you place beside you to take somebody's place
When you turn around can you recognize my face
You used to love me, you used to hug me
But that wasn't the case
Everything wasn't okay
I was left to cry there, waiting outside there
Burning with a lost stare
That's when I decided

 

Crying out loud
I'm crying out loud
Crying out loud
I'm crying out loud

 

Open your eyes
Open up wide
Why should I care
'Cuz you weren't there when I was scared
I was so alone

 

Why should I care
'Cuz you weren't there when I was there
I was so alone
Why should I care
If you don't care then I don't care
We're not going anywhere

...goodbye...

 

You’re selfish!

I’m just a mirror for you,

everything is just a mirror for you…

You know the world only exists to reflect you…

I was a perfect friend for you,

because I don’t expect too much…

and just took whatever you gave me…

…GOODBYE…

…AND REMEMBER THAT I LOVED YOU…

 

10月1日

***WELCOME TO MY LIFE***

 
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna runaway?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life

 

...a true story about fight for love...

 

Ho combattuto per amore

i lividi sul cuore,

li vede solo chi incrocia

il mio sguardo.

Ho combattuto per amore,

colpita a morte,

mi sento finalmente viva.

Ho combattuto per amore

e ancora combatterò.

Entrami dentro,

entra dove puoi ferirmi veramente

e lascia che io goda

di ogni momento che non lo fai.

I tuoi sorrisi

aprono in me sorrisi,

così,

semplicemente,

come i tuoi silenzi

aprono in me oscuri abissi.

E ogni dopo

scendo su di te,

come un marinaio

vissuto per mesi in mare,

poso i piedi

sulla terraferma.

Se solo tu sapessi

ciò che si spezza

dietro ogni mio silenzio.

E' l'infinito orizzonte della mia fuga

ma tu, tu

rimani dove sei,

non ti muovere,

l'unico modo di prendermi

è farti trovare quando ritorno...

Guardami,

guardami ancora,

e lascia che io mi perda

nell'accecante riflesso dell'amore,

lampi di luce sulla superficie

dei tuoi occhi d'oceano.

E che le mie labbra vengano in aiuto,

là, dove è più profondo,

dove non ho il coraggio di guardare.

Casa,

la sensazione al mio ritorno,

il profumo e il calore del mio corpo

come ricordi appesi al muro

distesi come tappeti,

arredano la mia solitudine.

Di notte,

nell'oscurità del bianco,

cerco il tuo corpo tra le lenzuola.

Incontro la tua mano che mi guida,

al centro del tuo corpo,

chiuso su se stesso come un feto.

Mille e mille volte,

voglio rivivere questo miracolo...

Come un rabdomante

cammino

sulla terra arida.

E' incredibile

come sia fonte di gioia,

un sentimento doloroso

come l'amore.

Solo quando ti abbandoni

sento che mi ami

e questa impalpabile sensazione,

è delicata

come le ali di una farfalla.

E' sempre più difficile

lasciarti libero di essere mio.

Solo ora,

nel caldo rosso delle mie ferite,

posso vedere il mio cuore che batte

batte

batte...

combatte per amore...